Nik,
I'm sorry I'm such an idiot. I just want you to talk to me again. Everytime I try to talk to you you log out and leave me there to cry. I'm sorry that I messed up our friendship by being flirty. I can't help it, it just happens. I know you will prolly read this ignore it and delete me from your page and I'm ok with that. I kinda deserve it. I made this one here so everyone knows how much I hurt because I hurt you. I couldn't sleep for the past few days because I know I lost you. Nik, you are the best thing to happen in my life. When I was down and out and all suicidal I could call you and you would make me laugh and feel better.
I mess up so much that I realize that I can't fix it all.So... I'm leaving this and I guess I'ma go sit out in the rain...
Ashlie